too BORING

I cannot feel happy right now
My brain is empty
too long no blog
too long no release my mind

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME
keep thinking some weird, make me so pain.
it is so complicated to me
i am trying to get the best way, but cannot
i really don't know what i want
DO YOU KNOW? tell me please

a long long holiday, i still think about wok or not
haiz
i am too free, so keep thinking so weird
i am not a good person
i am a person who is something wrong
what kind of person i am
aiks
so HEADACHE
what should i do
stop thinking, cannot
crazy soon
back to early age, how purity i am, so nice, but cannot!