understand

sometimes we fun
sometimes we hurt
sometimes we strong
sometimes we weak

SOMETIMES
my mind was clear
my mind was confuse

how many times i missed out?
true love will never fade and fake?
so i am waiting
waiting until nothing

what love is that
i don't know
i have no idea
i am trying, but no way for me
no one can teach cause it is my heart
my mind, no one can understand

may be i am too annoying
may be i am too lousy
may be i am look like an auntie

so sorry
i don't know how to care and love

bff

friend
is it like this? i am not complaining about you, i just feel weird, what a best friend
or i am too over, i should not ignore, i  should not be quite, i should fight until last, wouldn't it be worst

is my problem, took over this friendship
or you didn't care about this friendship
sometimes i really confused with you.

you are the one movie with me, you are the one can fail my diet plan, you are the one told me we are best friend

do you like this best friend? if give u a chance to choose, will u be my friend again? or stranger or boyfriend

sometime, something really drive me to crazy, ok, i dont know what i am talking about right now!

yet, should i keep be silent or what?

and you still keep the promise or broke it

i have no idea. bff :(

女人

没必要糟蹋自己！

homesick

wow.. it is amazing
i am homesick finally
sad to have it!
first time i leave my home was august 2011
that time, i was excited with my college life, new friends and things!
but now, it changes a lot!
since a long long holiday> 4months
make me seriously homesick right now!

papa mama i miss you
siblings i miss you
aunt and cousin i miss you
friends i miss you

today is not still the same like before!
it's change a lot!
what i gotta to say!
time flies fast!
treasure everything that we had and have!

last week, parents bring me go shopping and dining!
cause class start soon, i will go back subang!
i just help mama carried something what she bought!

i did not buy anything!
should be happy, i become a saver that day! haha

we went to itallianes to have our dinner!
actually we plan to have dinner at chilis or t.g.i Friday!
but mama does not like western food!
so we decided to have italy dinner!

i am really touched with what my papa told me!
he said when i come back, we go dinner again!
wow.. he knows well i like to dinner with them at some special restaurant!

papa mama i love you!

明白

奇怪
怎么思想就是那么怪
脑袋是我的
情绪是我的
却无法掌握在手中
总是怨人怨天地

错了
总是喜欢逞强
想当个刺猬，想让周遭来谅解！

神啊，鬼才要体会你！
没人亏欠与我，可是却做到人人亏欠与我的！
知道人家讨厌，越是做得让人讨厌！
最后自己也厌倦了自己！

一次有一次，脾气惹的祸！
多少人、多少书的劝导，怎么都不行！

恨！
不明白！

刺猬的拥抱

看了一本书，名字就是以上的题目！
书中说着相互拥抱的刺猬图-两只刺猬背上长满了刺，但是它们的胸部是没有刺的。
这张刺猬拥抱图，也述说着一些[刺猬人类]。

有些人犯了错，不知不肯认错，还像刺猬一样碰不得。
这样的孩子，看是坚强，实为软弱。
因为内心易感，也易受伤。

对待他们最好的方式，就是深入他们的内心去感觉。
只要能够哦鞥出他柔软的心，其实一点也不难对待。

你有你要过的生活

有时候，
人生道路走得越曲折，看到的人生风景越丰富。

知道问题出在哪里，就离正规不远了。

天鹅有可以自在悠游的大湖，
鸳鸯有可以自由寻食的水田，
老鹰可以翱翔在宽阔的天空，
麻雀也可以安心栖息在老树。

你有你要过的人生，
怀抱梦想，
对于自己选择的道路，
勇敢跨步，
不要畏惧！

完美与完整

学习接纳自己虽然不完美，
但也有其独特性；
那独特性很多时候还真是因为不完美才得以成就的。

认识自己的独特性，
了解自己是一个完整的人，
并完整地接纳自己，
自然会喜欢自己。

不喜欢自己的人很难喜欢别人。
相对的，
一个接纳自己的人，
也比较认识自己的独特性，
发展自己，喜欢自己，
清楚知道[不完美但完整]。

我们

最好的教育
应该是由[赏识]每个人的开始；
就像我们赏花一样，
要学习看见每个人的美好。
感恩

hello march

how long i never been here?
opps.. sorry blogger, my house did not fix with internet before, that's why i could not online for blogging!

hello march
hello blogger
I AM BACK :D

time flies fast

everything will changing by time,
yeah i know it
during time flies,
so painful so confuse
i am sweating now,
so scare, so worry, but nothing in my mind
what happen is it?
tomorrow will be better and the best,
yeah.. i am waiting for next moment
the happiest, greatest!
home, i am coming :D

失眠

好笑，我也有失眠的一天！
烦恼的确会夺走我喜好的一天

好烦，不懂对与错！
当个丑人的确不容易

这一夜又不懂要怎样等到天亮
也不懂该说些什。

说起说了，我也实在的久没去过佛堂听听道理了。=(

2012

Happy New Year
yeah.. 3rd day for year2012,
i am sick, so sad, keep coughing, aiks..
a new year come,
what we did before can names PAST TENSE
i must best then last year
hooray, so far so good
i got a new phone IPHONE4s for a new year :P
just a wishing here
HAPPY 2012 :D